remember last time i complained that i needed a break?

yes, i'm finally gonna enjoy a long weekend, a fruitful one. lets see....movie, mahjong, night cycling, celebrating my cousin's 21st bdae and the i-weekly concert(hopefully someone accompanies me to it)! thinking of these puts a smile to my face, especially when the week had been so packed.

there's a parade later and i frigging dont know my drills. damn i'm screwed.

sometimes i like being alone, just like now. u give yourself time to settle your thoughts, reflect on what you've done wrong. to put it in a cliche manner, that is, to think about life. what is life? isnt life meaningless cause everyone dies eventually? so isnt it like - you live to die?

Am i making sense?